Saturday, June 20, 2009

Goodbye little girl, goodbye.

On Friday June 19th at 2:33pm, Micah Susanne's heart stopped beating.

Now that I'm lying here on my stomach in our hotel room in BigCity, I cannot believe that I wrote that last entry less than 48 hours ago, it feels like weeks. Micah was just here and now she's gone. I know she's in a better place, a much better place but it is still so so hard. If it feels like this for me, a second cousin (by marriage even) I can't fathom how her parents feel. There have been so so many tears, and there are so many more to come. I do not know why God would take such a little girl from us but, He has her now, and there is a reason, even if we don't know what it is. Have fun with our Micah Lord, she's a fun little girl. So for now, we imagine her running around in heaven naked, bossing the puppies around, giggling and picking the chocolate chips out of the granola bars. It's not much to make me feel better, but it makes me smile.

More on the trip here and the family time later.

2 comments:

  1. Praying for all of you in this hard time. I'm so very sorry!

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  2. My heart is breaking for you! My nephew was taken from us 5 years ago, and it was a very difficult and painful time. (In fact, our hearts are still a little tender.)

    Fly to Jesus, sweet girl!

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